Beside My Sleeping Baby, I Sat Down and Wept

He was asleep when we arrived at the mall yesterday, August 16,2013. I cannot carry him around when he's sleeping. I entered Chowking Fast food to lay him down on the sofa. I stayed  there for almost two hours just waiting for him to wake up. I had a snack while and regret that I did not bring any pen and paper with me. *pout* Anyways just sitting there, watching him sleep, listening to the crowd chitchat, and thinking deeply in silence made me decide to start writing and drawing and reading a lot more which means a 100 times more than what I am already doing and to be more responsible in everything. Beside my sleeping son, I sat down and wept.

Being a mom--a very young mom at that matter--takes a whole universe to fight with, to fight for, and to strive living normally between everyone. Life was, is, and never will be easy for a young mother to take everything on her shoulders. We have a lot to think about, a lot of things to cope with, a lot of strings to reconnect in our circle, and a lot of emotions to deal with. What more if a young mom gives birth to two kids without Life Stability (which I mean is stability in everything)? Well, everything will be tougher and the road will get rough but never forget that you have your man and your first kid to hang on to and smile for each and every day of your life.

[caption id="attachment_543" align="aligncenter" width="1024"] Baby Sieg when riding a car...[/caption]

When Sieg woke up we strolled a bit and landed at Quantum! Oh look at that! His face is always serious when he rides a car. It's like he's not enjoying it but actually he is because if he isn't he would be walking away from the cars and calling me. Oh sweet child of mine... He takes my breath away... Haha. :)